It Doesn't Matter [Yuri Plisetsky x Reader]

"Is it just me or she's gained weight. She looks fat."

"I'm fat?" You eyes widened as you scanned yourself.

A lot of things have been happening lately. You weren't feeling so good, so your friend brought you snacks and sweets. All of which you gratefully accepted.

Biting your bottom lip, you go into your bathroom and looked at yourself. "They're...right?" Did all those snacks really make you fat? You do feel yourself getting heavier.

Keeping in the tears, you head into your bedroom and changed into clothing fit for exercise. This is not the weight of professional ice skaters.

You needed to go on a diet.

Locking the door to your house, you ran to the rink.

You finally arrived, taking in deep breaths and leaning against a wall.

"Oi, what's wrong with you?"

You turned around and wiped the sweat on your face. "Ah, Yuri, it's nothing I just ran here that's all."

The Russian raised an eyebrow. "Why?" He asked. "You could've asked one of your drivers."

You grinned. "Well, I'm on a diet!" Pouting, you looked down to pinch your stomach. "I've been gaining a lot of weight..."

"You look fine, though?" Yuri thought with a frown on his face.

"Well, bye then. Gotta practice!" You walked past Yuri. "See you at lunch."

Yuri scowled. "I don't have a good feeling about this."

It was finally lunch time, you huffed out a breath and put the guards for the blades of your skates.

Moving to one of the barriers that held the railings, you pulled a small plastic container out of your backpack.

"Hey, _______." One of your friends greeted you. "We're eating lunch in this new restaurant, you coming?"

You shook your head. "Sorry...I'm watching my weight, so I can't." You opened the container to reveal only vegetables. "Maybe next time?"

Your friend nodded with a frown on their face but nonetheless left.

With a sigh, you started to eat your vegetables.

"Is that all you're eating?"

You turned your head to see Yuri.

"Huh..." You said and looked down on your food. It was relatively smaller than how much normal people are. "Yeah." You gave a small smile.

"Isn't that a bit less?" He asked, looking at your food. He outstretched his hand, handing you a pirozhki.

"Not only ugly, but now she's fat!"

Your eyes widened.

It looked delicious, but you wanted to lose weight. Raising your hand, you waved him off. "No thanks, Yuri, I'm good."

Yuri frowned, starting to get worried about you.

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"Crap." You said, holding the rails for support. You were getting dizzy again.

It's been two weeks since the whole diet thing, and you been losing even more weight everyday.

The food you brought lessened as well. So much to the point you just didn't bring food anymore.

Sighing, you rubbed your eyes. Your vision started to get fuzzy.

"Maybe I should take a break." You walked along the rails and onto one of the benches.

Yuri noticed this, he didn't like it one bit. "What the hell is wrong with you?" He scolded, waving a pirozhki around.

You laughed awkwardly. "Ah..." You looked down on your lap. "I just didn't sleep well last night..."

"Sleep well last night." He muttered in disbelief. "Bull!"

"When was the last time since you've eaten?!" Yuri shoved the pirozhki into your hands.

But you fought back. "Please Yuri," You said, shoving the fried bun back. "I'm really trying to lose weight, and you aren't helping!"

"If you're just going to scold me, the I'll just get back to practice."

You ran back to the ice, not hearing another word from Yuri.

"Who does he think he is?" You mumbled to yourself. "I'm fine."

You skated around then jumped a triple axel.

"Crap!" You thought as your vision started to blur, you suddenly got weak.

You won't be able to make the landing. Closing your eyes, you braced yourself for the impact.

Only to be caught. You open your eyes to see that Yuri has caught you. He slid back and hit his back against the barrier.

"Crap!" He said in pain then looked at you. "What the hell are you thinking?!"

Tears started to fall from your eyes. "Wh-what do you know?!"

"________, don't you realize what you're doing to yourself?!" Yuri yelled. "Do you know what happens to a human if they don't eat?!"

Your vision started to get fuzzy from all the tears. "Wh-what can I do, Yuri?!" You yelled. "It won't stop! They won't leave me alone!"

Yuri's brows ruffled. "So who cares about what they think, stupid!" He scolded. "You looked perfectly fine before!"

You buried your face into your hands. "But they-they--"

"They are bullshit!" Yuri yelled. "You don't need to be suffering to reach other people's standards, damn it!"

You sobbed, the sound of the growling of your stomach is starting to reach your ears.

"See? You're starving..." Yuri said with a much softer tone.

You looked up only to have a pirozhki shoved into your mouth.

"So just eat the damn pirozhki!" Yuri exclaimed.

You sobbed as you chewed. It was delicious. How long has it been since you've eaten food this good? How long has it been since you've eaten food?

Swallowing the bun, you tightly hugged Yuri.

He pat your head, a small blush on his cheeks. "_______, y-you're beautiful. No matter what those bastards think. You're not obliged to change because they think you should."

You grinned at Yuri. "Thank you, Yuri." You pushed yourself up to kiss him on a cheek. "Thank you for opening my eyes."

Yuri turned to the side, using one of his hands to hide his red face. "Yeah..." He got up, pulling you with him.

"Y-Yuri?"

He grabbed your hand and dragged you to wherever he was going.

"Where are we going?" You asked, still trying to catch up.

"To the new restaurant." He answered. "You must be starving, right?"

You grinned and nodded. "Yes, sir!"